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Pareidolia

by Optimist Park

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1.
The Storm 03:26
when i was a boy i remember dreaming of the clouds i wondered where all this rain came from as it drifted me across oceans of doubt oh i tried to understand why everything had to always hurt now i create worst-case scenarios to counteract my happiness logically, all things decay over time so why doesn’t the fear ever subside oh i tried to understand why everything had to always hurt why everyone was gonna let me down and how i could make it through the storm i now admit i can’t swim
2.
she was bleeding when i found her i tried to patch wounds but they wouldn't close now i whisper her name in winds her name in winds
3.
the air is thick with anger and despair i'm breathing for the both of us our time is slowly coming to an end i'm just trying to keep us both afloat until the sharks, they can taste our blood as our last days are more of the same i can't hold on for much longer our time is slowly coming to an end i'm just trying to keep us both afloat until the sharks, they burrow in and we'll sink to the ocean floor
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Heliocentric 03:28
she was the cloud / i watched cross the sun her orange shade / melted into the blue but like all things i grow to love she'll evaporate and disappear she was the child / her eyes full of wonder her fragile hands / held close her fragile heart for when she let it go / it only seemed to crack under the weight / of all her daydreams but like all things she grew to love her heart will shrivel and disappear
5.
Simulation 03:17
she calls out to me from the darkness she says she’s got some secrets but i don’t know what to say when she’s around i carried it all on my own i shouldered the burden i never wanted her to know somehow the waves are cresting closer than even before i’m scared i don’t know what she’s gonna say i just know i can’t be here when she’s arrives i carried it all on my own the weight of the world for us two you were allowed to run while i shouldered the burden i never wanted you to know
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You walk like a wounded cliché an unprecedented comma separates you from the others. You’re in love with the games that you play in your mind. In your head you play these scenes so desperately. An imitation of a Gondry or a Polanski. You bathe yourself in red wine, and transform into an Ophelia and wonder why there is no laughter in this room. You heard irony is back in fashion, so you practiced these steps, but failed to deliver perfectly. You smile like you are the first man on earth to solve the apocryphal mysteries of love, While the light goes on with its business, You pickpocket every last drop. Nobody has ever been saved, who doesn’t know the secret passage of regrets, these are the constellations that greet the flesh. And bury our memories deep to where only each other’s hands can find them.
7.
Gadgets 03:56
what is left of this place we once called home i don't care to sift through rubble just to remember it's dead and buried like all the friends we've lost so like the coastal plain we'll rearrange and move on she whispers solemnly i wish i had stayed but i've made my choice and those were the cards i played and with that her ghost retreated to the shore where the waves washed her memories away forever more but i've got you, love but i've still got you, love this heaven we're building it's all ours i don't know where i'm going i don't know what i need but i know i want you
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No Wonder 03:29
we all used to watch the colors as they bled from the sky like wilting angels descending back to earth it all rains down, down, down you’re all we’ve got now so we might as well give up may the song of the sparrow carry you toward the light like so many before you you’re the last of your kind adrift on a deep blue sea where loneliness engulfs your mind with vague familiarity the wonder and magic has left our moment the wonder and magic has left us behind
9.
Kyoshu 02:15
we walked the busy streets of our town remarking where the angels turn away you’re closer now than before the passage of time is misleading when we were kids, it was easy and that was only yesterday at least it’s always seemed that way our hearts have begun to show wear our lives have outgrown our little home i want to start all over with you
10.
as the color of the ocean changed we lost sight of the bottom soon you’ll understand why we left land the storms were swallowing our air as the darkness lurked beneath soon you’ll understand why i let go of your hand where the ocean takes you wherever i end up it’s all within the murky depths now

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released May 1, 2016

All songs and lyrics by Jeremy Mullins
except "Constellations" (lyrics by Cassandra Litten)

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