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Mount St Helens

by Optimist Park

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1.
40 02:45
Must this dark picture be my destiny? In your penned note, I hear my own voice call… The windows turn to mirrors at night-fall, As I act scenes from your blind prophecy. In your penned note, I hear my own voice call – The woman you were, I will one day be. As I act scenes from your blind prophecy, I watch my life drip slowly down the wall: The woman you were, I will one day be. Here, in your last words, you describe it all – I watch my life drip slowly down the wall; I grope to salvage what is left of me. Here in your last words you describe it all. Must this dark picture be my destiny? I grope to salvage what is left of me… The windows turn to mirrors at night-fall.
2.
cirrus 03:39
I wonder what part of the sun my heart came from it doesn't seem to want to burn for anyone oh no! i pushed a button! and now everything is gone, it's gone... I guess I'll see you some other time I wonder what part of the sun my mind came from it seems to overanalyze for fun oh no! I pushed a button! and now everything is gone, it's gone... I guess I'll see you some other time I loved you way too much.
3.
the kiss 01:33
the sky was ours to paint shades of black we knew it'd hurt to try and go back from where these hearts were forged in flame somewhere in time where this kiss remained
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come back to me i know you hurt come back to me my angelic fire i know you tried to run but your legs just gave out we'll melt the walls with our sound we'll shut down the entire grid i'll haunt you in your sleep come back to me you know it hurts come back to me my viral antidote i know you tried to cry but your nerve endings wilted away we melted the walls with our sound we shut down the entire grid we broke open every bone we found and drank the marrow to rid us of our sins i will haunt you in your sleep come back to me, my little dandelion ...my little dandelion (???) tonight we melted the walls with our sound we shut down the entire grid we broke open every bone we found and drank the marrow to cleans our hearts of our sins...
6.
We floated through the cool, black paradise of the stars. We kissed underneath the light of the meteorites. We kissed amongst dreaming nebulae. We kissed along the shadows of the moon. I loved you. We floated through the cool black paradise of love. We walked amidst the aching, violent turmoil of Earth. You held my hand through darkness I could not explain. You held my hand when I cried for Paradise. I loved you.
7.
when we were kids // we knew the score and it was always in our favor when we were kids // when we were bored we would count the dots on the ceiling we had all the time in the world when each day bled into the next i will cherish them always when we were kids // we couldn't imagine how the world would feel without our parents around and as we grew up // it slowly dawned on us that what we had was not attainable again let's not regret those foolish games we played we were kids and it seemed logical then what little the pictures can tell us now is all we'll have as the memories decay i will cherish you always i always pretended i was asleep...
8.
hikaru 04:05
i don't quite understand what's going on but i'm sure, in time, it'll come to me... ...i don't read enough about current events... but i'm sure, in time, it'll clear itself up... we'll spend our time look out for each other and leave the rest of the world to drown itself all those times, i bled and the clouds are beginning to rotate that always signifies some sort of change whatever hours we wasted counting raindrops could have been spent fixing all the holes and i don't read enough about current events... but i'm sure, in time, it'll work itself out we'll count all the bodies and shake the floor loose, shake the floor loose watch them all just slide between the cracks making wet sounds as they fall underneath it can be our own little asia
9.
robins 01:51
beads of dew sliding down your window the robins have returned to let love in as i'm sure you're all aware this will be winter's swan song the dead leaves and rotting bodies will reanimate and dance with you
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snowflakes 02:51
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I measured love by any success it's harder now that you're gone, i must confess but still, i can't wait for everything to align itself with me and give up the sanctity of the ambience i don't get it; why must we collect memories as if we'll gain any sense from their complexities every little sound i make is questioned and explored as if there's something to gain from pretending you're bored but still, i can't wait until today to realize that it's okay and give up the holiday i made up in my brain
12.
oh my friends, how could i have abandoned you i made you up and then disengaged i've lost control of that part of my brain disconnected from my synapse to your heart oh my friends, you never even stood a chance against logic and law of finite age (i'll see you in my dreams...)
13.
we were just killing time / just learning how to swim not sure what you were waiting for / hanging around with him come now you can't be serious… somehow he'd play mysterious… and you'd fall for it… and i'm getting too old to care who made what move i can't keep shifting tectonic plates whenever it conveniences you i'm sorry you're unfamiliar / with the world i've come to love you lack the innate ability / to grasp the concepts it's made of come now you can't just ignore it all… somehow you have to come to terms… and let it all go… i'm getting too old to care about mistakes so small i can't keep repaving mountainsides to prove i was there at all my arms are starting to get tired treading this frigid water...

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Just a kid with a mic, a guitar, and music editing software. And a very patient wife.

That's where this came from.

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released December 24, 2010

All music/vocals - Jeremy Mullins
All lyrics - Jeremy Mullins (except where noted on the individual track)

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Optimist Park Madison, Wisconsin

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